Many things have happened since the last time I posted.
Graduated. Started working. Took a polo break (I still can't believe it that I actually took a break). Ok not a complete break but at least 90% decrease in trainings.
Work. Never expected to be doing what I am doing now. Fun but tiring. But sometimes, also made me think if this is really what I want to do for my career. Somehow the word career still sounds very daunting to me. Time really flies when I'm working. Somehow I've already worked for one year. But this one year was also very very tiring. I wonder how much longer I can last at this rate. Maybe I should conserve some energy. And we won awards today! So work is not just about eating. Hahaha.
Polo. Not sure where I should go from here. We will take one step at a time and see. People always said that polo is family. Is polo really family? Organising the competition made me see both ways. I'm grateful for a team who worked very hard and helped each other a lot a lot to make the event a successful one. And on the other hand, I also saw selfish people who don't see the works behind the scenes and only wanted things to happen in their favour. I really hope these people will take up the role of organising future competitions, and maybe they will understand the pain of the organising committee, and they will understand why the organising committee changes every year. And from the very beginning, before we even started organising this, I've believed that the federation should more responsibilities in organising this event. But oh wells. People always say, we must help for the sport to grow. But its always the same few people helping, that sometimes I really feel that its just unfair. But its all over. I'm not meddling into organising in the next 10 years at least. I shall go back to being a player, an alumni, and enjoy playing the sport.
I miss my young self, where I could do things without thinking so much. Idk where I got all those energy last time when I could survive on 3 hours of sleep a day. These days.. I can't even wake up with 6 hrs of sleep. Hurhur. Ok time to sleep.
